One day

One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect , but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you , and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws , but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you , but doesn’t.

With Love, Brittany Anne

The Only One I Trust

It hurts when the one person you feel truly cares for you can hardly see you. Its hard when they are the only one you completely trust and can go to when nothing is right. I feel depressed when I can hardly see him because he makes me laugh. He makes me stay positive and when I focus or dwell on something negative for too long he makes me forget it. He tells me to let it go and he tells me everything is okay and I love him for it. I just wish I could see him more. He truly makes me a better person and helps me to shine and be happy. When my faith is shaken he reassures me that I will be okay. To be honest he's the only one I truly trust. And I would like to thank God for putting him in my life, and for giving me someone who cares for me and loves me the way I need to be loved and cared for. God has truly blessed me.

With Love, Brittany Anne

Imperfection

 Have you ever felt like you are constantly trying to prove yourself to others? Like no matter what you can't live up to their expectations? Even though you know you only need to please yourself you still want others to like you? I have been feeling that a lot lately. I have been feeling imperfect and unworthy and it is the worst feeling in the world. I try to act like I am not bothered but I want people to know I am hurting cause I don't want to fake it my whole life. But most feelings I keep in cause sometimes things are better left unsaid. I feel like I am slipping away. But in the end, I know there is Beauty From Pain. <3

With Love, Brittany Anne

Sorry for Being Myself

  I’m a liar because I won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes I’m wrong. I’m ugly because sometimes my face isn’t perfect. I’m a pushover because I like making people happy. I’m a loser because I’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because I’m too nice. I’m weird because I’m not like you. I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry. I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone.Im sorry for being myself. actually, im not sorry at all

With Love, Brittany Anne

By His Wounds We Are Healed

"But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed." Isaiah 53:5. Word cannot describe how thankful I am that Jesus paid the ultimate price so that I can have eternal life. Now that is love right there. John 15:13 says, "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." There is NO greater love out there than the love Jesus Christ showed us the day he was crucified for our sins. If you think about it, not just anyone would want to die just so that you or I can live. Easter Sunday is so much more than just Easter bunnies leaving treats behind for little kids. It is all about how Jesus was put on a cross on Good Friday, and then 3 days later, on Easter Sunday he rose again. Thank you God for sending your one and only son to die on the cross so that I may have eternal life. I love you. Have you thanked God anytime lately?

With Love, Brittany Anne

How do you feel about gay rights? Asked by Megan.

To be honest I am not against gays at all. I don't have any problems with anyone who is gay. Do I think its right and will I go out of my way to make sure gay people have rights? No. I think its wrong to be gay but if you are I will not treat you any differently than the way I treat those who aren't gay. 1 Corinthians 6:9-11 says this: “Or do you not know that wrongdoers will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor men who have sex with men nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God. And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.” I chose to live my life for God, I chose to follow him and his rules all the days of my life. It is okay to struggle with being gay and if you ask the Lord for help he will help you. He will forgive you and you will get to go to the Kingdom of God.

With Love, Brittany Anne

My Love

 I love the way he kisses me in public and doesn't care what anyone thinks or says. I love how he makes me feel like I am the only girl in his world. I look around and see broken hearts everywhere I go. I see cheaters and liars and people who just flat out don't care. But when I look at him I see hope, I see a future. I see someone who genuinely cares for me as much as I care for them. I see someone who is willing to risk just about anything just to spend 5 minutes with me. I see a real man who was raised right with good values and who knows how to treat a woman. I know in my heart that he will never do anything to intentionally hurt me. And when I am with him I feel like I could soar with the wings of an angel. I feel like I am on top of the world. He is the only one that can really make me laugh and actually feel real happiness. And the way he makes me feel safe is the best thing in the world. I know God has truly blessed me with him and I will forever treasure him and hold him close to my heart.

With Love, Brittany Anne

Friends Come...and they Go...

 It seems like it doesn't matter how good my day goes, in the end I still feel empty and feel like something is missing in my life. I feel lonely and I feel like no one understands me. Just recently like a week and a half ago I lost my best friend, and even though I may act like I am okay and like its not affecting me, it is. I am hurting badly inside and miss the friendship we use to have. I know people grow up and change, but it wasn't suppose to be like this. Not after 6 years of friendship. It's especially hard when the one person you really want to talk to about it is the one person your no longer speaking to. Yes, I have heard it many times, you have other friends, but you don't understand how close we were and how much I trusted in her only to be let down horribly. I just wish things didn't have to end like this. And I do miss you, but not the new you, the old you.

With Love, Brittany Anne

What if...

I've always heard people say stay strong. In the end everything will work out, but what if you feel like your being jipped of the only good, perfect thing in your world? What if the only thing keeping you together is being taken from you? What if you can feel yourself being ripped apart piece by piece? People say not to think or worry about the what ifs in life, but what if these what ifs are what I am truly feeling right now? Is it okay to worry then? 

Just a little something to make you think about.

With Love, Brittany Anne

43 things girls wish guys knew

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

With Love, Brittany Anne

Younger Days

"Lollipops turn into cigarettes, the innocent ones turn into sluts, soft drink becomes alcohol, kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging in the play ground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst thing you could get from boys was cooties? Dad's shoulders were the highest and Mom was your hero? Race issues were about who ran the fastest, and the only drug you knew was cough medicine, and goodbye only meant until tomorrow...Yeah and we all couldn't wait to grow up."  If I could go back in time to the days when we had no worries or cares I would. I miss the carefree days when I thought pain was a scraped knee and it couldn't get worse than that. Now I know a scraped knee isn't the worst thing out there, and I wish it was.

With Love, Brittany Anne