It seems like it doesn't matter how good my day goes, in the end I still feel empty and feel like something is missing in my life. I feel lonely and I feel like no one understands me. Just recently like a week and a half ago I lost my best friend, and even though I may act like I am okay and like its not affecting me, it is. I am hurting badly inside and miss the friendship we use to have. I know people grow up and change, but it wasn't suppose to be like this. Not after 6 years of friendship. It's especially hard when the one person you really want to talk to about it is the one person your no longer speaking to. Yes, I have heard it many times, you have other friends, but you don't understand how close we were and how much I trusted in her only to be let down horribly. I just wish things didn't have to end like this. And I do miss you, but not the new you, the old you.
With Love, Brittany Anne
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